3 Days and counting!

OH MY GEE! 3 Days until surgery. Only one more work day and 3 more sleeps. I have been working as hard as I can on the high protein diet but, man, I am not going to eat solid food for almost 2 months....No more soda, EVER, no more beer, EVER, no more caramels, EVER, no bread or sticky stuff. These are my last days to enjoy food. Something that has been my friend, my companion, my confidant. My food, never lets me down. Always there when I need it and never disappoints. Now, I have to make smart food choices. I can't just binge eat because that is what makes me feel good. Not that I probably won't try to at some point but from my understanding, it will probably make me sick. And hopefully, I won't do that again. I feel like I am emotionally ready for this. I want this. I need this. I will ask that my friends and family that are helping support me through this difficult time and not offer me food, goodies or anything that a fatty shouldn't have :) Love you all.