Let me start by saying today sucked. Plain and simple. Our first case of the day was a fetal demise which can I just tell you, as an outsider looking in, there is NOTHING worse than this. Nothing. It sucked enough for me but, damn it. Looking at that baby. There was NOTHING wrong with her. NOTHING. She was absolutely perfect. 10 fingers. 10 toes. I don't get it. I just don't. None of it will ever make sense to me. Never. I can ask why until the cows come home but, it will NEVER make sense.
Later today, I had a guy pass out in the booth across from me while eating his supper. I reached to see if he had a pulse and he came too. I called 911 but he refused help. I realized I knew what to do in an emergency situation I am just glad that I didn't have to.
As for my eating and staying on my "lifestyle changes" I did ok. I walked too and from work which was good, two miles, I drank my 64 oz of water and I ate descent most of the day. I went to Chinese food for dinner. I could make a plethera of excuses why I went, I wanted it so, I got it.
I have been seriously trying to kick this headache for two weeks now and it just keeps coming and going. Today it has gotten so bad, it throbs when I move my head. Yikes. Well, here's to hoping for a better day tomorrow. Bad day, not a bad life.
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